《Jane Eyre》

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Jane Eyre- 第72部分


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he table; for she looked like a rustic; and they were all delicacy and cultivation。 i had nowhere seen such faces as theirs: and yet; as i gazed on them; i seemed intimate with every lineament。 i cannot call them handsome—they were too pale and grave for the word: as they each bent over a book; they looked thoughtful almost to severity。 a stand between them supported a second candle and two great volumes; to which they frequently referred; paring them; seemingly; with the smaller books they held in their hands; like people consulting a dictionary to aid them in the task of translation。 this scene was as silent as if all the figures had been shadows and the firelit apartment a picture: so hushed was it; i could hear the cinders fall from the grate; the clock tick in its obscure corner; and i even fancied i could distinguish the click… click of the woman’s knitting…needles。 when; therefore; a voice broke the strange stillness at last; it was audible enough to me。

“listen; diana;” said one of the absorbed students; “franz and old daniel are together in the night…time; and franz is telling a dream from which he has awakened in terror—listen!” and in a low voice she read something; of which not one word was intelligible to me; for it was in an unknown tongue—neither french nor latin。 whether it were greek or german i could not tell。

“that is strong;” she said; when she had finished: “i relish it。” the other girl; who had lifted her head to listen to her sister; repeated; while she gazed at the fire; a line of what had been read。 at a later day; i knew the language and the book; therefore; i will here quote the line: though; when i first heard it; it was only like a stroke on sounding brass to me—conveying no meaning:—

“‘da trat hervor einer; anzusehen wie die sternen nacht。’ good! good!” she exclaimed; while her dark and deep eye sparkled。 “there you have a dim and mighty archangel fitly set before you! the line is worth a hundred pages of fustian。 ‘ich wage die gedanken in der schale meines zornes und die werke mit dem gewichte meines grimms。’ i like it!”

both were again silent。

“is there ony country where they talk i’ that way?” asked the old woman; looking up from her knitting。

“yes; hannah—a far larger country than england; where they talk in no other way。”

“well; for sure case; i knawn’t how they can understand t’ one t’other: and if either o’ ye went there; ye could tell what they said; i guess?”

“we could probably tell something of what they said; but not all— for we are not as clever as you think us; hannah。 we don’t speak german; and we cannot read it without a dictionary to help us。”

“and what good does it do you?”

“we mean to teach it some time—or at least the elements; as they say; and then we shall get more money than we do now。”

“varry like: but give ower studying; ye’ve done enough for to… night。”

“i think we have: at least i’m tired。 mary; are you?”

“mortally: after all; it’s tough work fagging away at a language with no master but a lexicon。”

“it is; especially such a language as this crabbed but glorious deutsch。 i wonder when st。 john will e home。”

“surely he will not be long now: it is just ten (looking at a little gold watch she drew from her girdle)。 it rains fast; hannah: will you have the goodness to look at the fire in the parlour?”

the woman rose: she opened a door; through which i dimly saw a passage: soon i heard her stir a fire in an inner room; she presently came back。

“ah; childer!” said she; “it fair troubles me to go into yond’ room now: it looks so lonesome wi’ the chair empty and set back in a corner。”

she wiped her eyes with her apron: the two girls; grave before; looked sad now。

“but he is in a better place;” continued hannah: “we shouldn’t wish him here again。 and then; nobody need to have a quieter death nor he had。”

“you say he never mentioned us?” inquired one of the ladies。

“he hadn’t time; bairn: he was gone in a minute; was your father。 he had been a bit ailing like the day before; but naught to signify; and when mr。 st。 john asked if he would like either o’ ye to be sent for; he fair laughed at him。 he began again with a bit of a heaviness in his head the next day—that is; a fortnight sin’—and he went to sleep and niver wakened: he wor a’most stark when your brother went into t’ chamber and fand him。 ah; childer! that’s t’ last o’ t’ old stock—for ye and mr。 st。 john is like of different soart to them ‘at’s gone; for all your mother wor mich i’ your way; and a’most as book…learned。 she wor the pictur’ o’ ye; mary: diana is more like your father。”

i thought them so similar i could not tell where the old servant (for such i now concluded her to be) saw the difference。 both were fair plexioned and slenderly made; both possessed faces full of distinction and intelligence。 one; to be sure; had hair a shade darker than the other; and there was a difference in their style of wearing it; mary’s pale brown locks were parted and braided smooth: diana’s duskier tresses covered her neck with thick curls。 the clock struck ten。

“ye’ll want your supper; i am sure;” observed hannah; “and so will mr。 st。 john when he es in。”

and she proceeded to prepare the meal。 the ladies rose; they seemed about to withdraw to the parlour。 till this moment; i had been so intent on watching them; their appearance and conversation had excited in me so keen an interest; i had half…forgotten my own wretched position: now it recurred to me。 more desolate; more desperate than ever; it seemed from contrast。 and how impossible did it appear to touch the inmates of this house with concern on my behalf; to make them believe in the truth of my wants and woes—to induce them to vouchsafe a rest for my wanderings! as i groped out the door; and knocked at it hesitatingly; i felt that last idea to be a mere chimera。 hannah opened。

“what do you want?” she inquired; in a voice of surprise; as she surveyed me by the light of the candle she held。

“may i speak to your mistresses?” i said。

“you had better tell me what you have to say to them。 where do you e from?”

“i am a stranger。”

“what is your business here at this hour?”

“i want a night’s shelter in an out…house or anywhere; and a morsel of bread to eat。”

distrust; the very feeling i dreaded; appeared in hannah’s face。 “i’ll give you a piece of bread;” she said; after a pause; “but we can’t take in a vagrant to lodge。 it isn’t likely。”

“do let me speak to your mistresses。”

“no; not i。 what can they do for you? you should not be roving about now; it looks very ill。”

“but where shall i go if you drive me away? what shall i do?”

“oh; i’ll warrant you know where to go and what to do。 mind you don’t do wrong; that’s all。 here is a penny; now go—”

“a penny cannot feed me; and i have no strength to go farther。 don’t shut the door:… oh; don’t; for god’s sake!”

“i must; the rain is driving in—”

“tell the young ladies。 let me see them… ”

“indeed; i will not。 you are not what you ought to be; or you wouldn’t make such a noise。 move off。”

“but i must die if i am turned away。”

“not you。 i’m fear’d you have some ill plans agate; that bring you about folk’s houses at this time o’ night。 if you’ve any followers—housebreakers or such like—anywhere near; you may tell them we are not by ourselves in the house; we have a gentleman; and dogs; and guns。” here the honest but inflexible servant clapped the door to and bolted it within。

this was the climax。 a pang of exquisite suffering—a throe of true despair—rent and heaved my heart。 worn out; indeed; i was; not another step could i stir。 i sank on the wet doorstep: i groaned— i wrung my hands—i wept in utter anguish。 oh; this spectre of death! oh; this last hour; approaching in such horror! alas; this isolation—this banishment from my kind! not only the anchor of hope; but the footing of fortitude was gone—at least for a moment; but the last i soon endeavoured to regain。

“i can but die;” i said; “and i believe in god。 let me try to wait his will in silence。”

these words i not only thought; but uttered; and thrusting back all my misery into my heart; i made an effort to pel it to remain there—dumb and still。

“all men must die;” said a voice quite close at hand; “but all are not condemned to meet a lingering and premature doom; such as yours would be if you perished here of want。”

“who or what speaks?” i asked; terrified at the unexpected sound; and incapable now of deriving from any occurrence a hope of aid。 a form was near—what form; the pitch…dark night and my enfeebled vision prevented me from distinguishing。 with a loud long knock; the new…er appealed to the door。

“is it you; mr。 st。 john?” cried hannah。

“yes—yes; open quickly。”

“well; how wet and cold you must be; such a wild night as it is! e in—your sisters are quite uneasy about you; and i believe there are bad folks about。 there has been a beggar…woman—i declare she is not gone yet!—laid down there。 get up! for shame! move off; i say!”

“hush; hannah! i have a word to say to the woman。 
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