would come only once today。
With narrowed eyes； Kestrel examined the surrounding land once more； seeing little but varying
densities of black。 Between ragged clouds； the stars in the east were changing subtly； more
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mecury than diamond； dulling by increments too small for the human eye to measure。 Slowly；
land solidified； blacker than the night。 A long western wind blew； bringing scents of rain and
earth and distance。
An intuition of movement brought Kestrel’s eyes to the southern horizon。 Nearby； dark gray
against the dense predawn sky； a nighthawk cruised； alert for the least sound or movement that
would reveal its prey。 For an instant longer the raptor flew in swift calligraphy against the sky；
then the bird vanished as silently as it had come。
Kestrel opened the door of the car carefully； knowing how far sound carried across desolate
land。 He got out and leaned lightly against the car’s cold metal fender。
Reflexively； he stretched the long muscles of his legs and then the shorter muscles at the back of
his neck where tension had clamped down； impeding the flow of blood。 He took a slow breath；
filling his lungs with the sharp； clean air of the New Mexican desert。 Then he stepped away from
the car； moving with a speed and silence that recalled the nighthawk； relaxing as his body lifted
and turned in stylized exercises that had been old before America was discovered or named。
Tension drained out of Kestrel’s body； leaving him both alert and calm。 Slowly he searched the
land again； looking toward the unborn dawn where stars paled； looking toward a horizon that
was still concealed by dark and distance。
A great white blister of light burst into searing incandescence along the eastern horizon。
Kestrel’s eyelids snapped shut even as his head turned aside； but darkness did not come to him。
The explosion had burned indelibly into his retinas； creating an afterimage of shimmering
purple。 Pain scalded his eyes and he was afraid that he was blind； condemned to a lifetime of
seeing unearthly brightness； punishment for daring to look into the searing white center of light。
Long seconds hung like souls in judgement。 He forced his eyes to open and learned he was not
blind； and then wished he were。
The raw white light was like a thousand suns burning as one； or a single new sun burning a
thousand times closer to earth。
White light thickened； turning into yellow； and a column of clouds churned frantically away from
the desert floor。 A blazing circle of orange formed at the top of the boiling column。 Nearby
clouds bloomed an eerie violet； lit from beneath by an uncanny dawn。
The silence was absolute； awesome； a world holding its breath while the future irrevocably
sheered away from the past。 Even as Kestrel felt a sensation of warmth like sunlight over his
body； he realized that he was counting seconds； had been counting since the first searing white
instant； trying to measure his distance from chaos。 With each silent second he numbered； his fear
increased。 The explosion had been so far away that sound had not yet reached him。 He had been
blinded； cowed； and he had yet to hear the column’s voice。
Nearly a minute later came the sound of sky compressed into a terrible rolling thunder。 The
violent column of cloud still rose； carrying with it a distinctive crown。 Kestrel felt the heat and
the light and the thunder and could not believe that he was at least ten miles away from the
explosion。
A vast exhalation of wind streamed over him； lifting his hair and pressing his shirt against his
sweating body while his lips soundlessly shaped incantations he had thought lost with childhood。
Only when he realized that the wind was coming from the east instead of the west did he really
believe what he had seen。 At that same moment he also realized that his body was poised in
futile fighting reflex； one foot slightly forward； hands extended； fingers rigid。
But no man could fight the sun。
Kestrel stood alone on the dirt road； transfixed by the furious column that still clawed upward； a
column capped by an unearthly crown； silent again after the shock waves had expanded past him
out into the desert。 Gradually the greenish light faded； superseded by a distant sun’s light
growing calmly； silently； out of the east。
As though freed by the second dawn； Kestrel spun toward his car； unable to think coherently；
knowing only that he had seen the future and it was American； not Japanese； a future without
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pride or ritual or tradition。 Terribly new。
Moscow
5 Minutes After Trinity
（Excerpt from NKVD radio log。 Decoded。）
AMERICANS EXPLODED ATOMIC BOMB。 OUR AGENT WAS NOT AT TRINITY
SITE。 DETAILS TO FOLLOW。
Alamogordo Test Range
Trinity Site Base Camp
25 Minutes After Trinity
The atomic cloud churned upward until it was eight miles tall； a pillar of gold burnished by
sunrise。 Groves watched the culmination of Manhattan Project with a feeling of awe and
exhilaration that had not diminished in the twenty…five minutes since the atomic bomb had
blown apart itself； the night； and a square mile of desert。 That huge； boiling column vindicated
every argument he had made； every dollar he had spent； every man he had broken with his
relentless demands。 The atomic cloud was awesome； beautiful； it towered like a god over the
men who gathered at its feet。
“I wonder if Moses followed something like that to the Promised Land；” said one of the
technicians。
There was no answer； nor did the man expect one。
Dr。 Oppenheimer looked at the awesome column and its tumultuous crown and was reminded
not of the Old Testament； but of the Bhagavad Gita： lam become death； the destroyer of
worlds。
Nearby； Lattimer measured the towering signature of the bomb。 “Jesus Christ on a crutch。 You
might as well tell me to keep the Mississippi River a secret。”
General Groves shook his head。 “It doesn’t matter now。” His voice was confident； almost
exultant。 “The war’s over。 One of those bombs and Japan will be finished。”
Lattimer dragged on his cigaret and blew out smoke in a long sigh。 “Maybe。 But it will take at
least two atomic bombs。 The Japs won’t believe the first one。 Hell； / don’t believe it and the
goddamn thing is standing on my goddamn toes！” He sighed again and ground out his cigaret
butt。 “At least two bombs； General。 It’s just flat fucking unbelievable the first time。”
Groves looked at Lattimer； the voice of the past； a gun soldier who could not read the future
even when it consumed the very sky in front of him。 Groves turned back to the mushroom cloud
that changed as he watched； transforming itself as it had transformed the world。 He nodded his
head； satisfied。 The general who had never been in a shooting war had accomplished something
all the gun soldiers in the world had not been able to do – he had given his country a victory。
Alamogordo Test Range
Trinity Site
33 Minutes After Trinity
（Top Secret memorandum to Secretary of war Henry L。 Stimson。）
At 0530； 16 July 1945； in a remote section of the Alamogordo Air Base； New Mexico； the first
full…scale test was made of the implosion type atomic fission bomb。 For the first time in history
there was a nuclear explosion。 And what an explosion！
Maj。 Gen。 Leslie R。 Groves
Washington D。C。
47 Minutes After Trinity
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（Cable sent to President Truman at Potsdam Conference。 Not encoded。）
PATIENT OPERATED ON THIS MORNING。 DIAGNOSIS NOT YET COMPLETE BUT
RESULTS SEEM SATISFACTORY AND ALREADY EXCEED EXPECTATIONS。
LOCAL PRESS RELEASE NECESSARY AS INTEREST EXTENDS GREAT DISTANCE。
DR。 GROVES PLEASED。 HE RETURNS TOMORROW。 I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED。
END
（Reply。 Not encoded。）
I SEND MY WARMEST CONGRATULATIONS TO THE DOCTOR AND HIS
CONSULTANT。 END
San Francisco
1 Hour After Trinity
Sunrise rarely came to San Francisco in the summer； except in a gradual； almost imperceptible
increase of gray light diffused through fog banks couched on steep hills around the Bay。
Suspended in damp swirls of earthbound clouds； the Bay Bridge’s curves and thrusts of steel
supported traffic that thickened with the light。
Military traffic had once been treated with deference； but now olive drab trucks and Navy blue
Jeeps had to butt and shoulder with civilian vehicles； their passengers eager to leave the war
behind。 The sound of the struggle tumbled off the bridge and down to Oakland’s dirty industrial
waterfront like a harsh rain。
The cacophony scraped Vanessa’s nerves。 She moved restively in the back seat of her parked
car； watching through mist for the pale shape of a Chinese laundry truck。 She adjusted the dark
blue scarf that hid her bright hair。 From the outside of the car she was invisible。
The distant bob of a flashlight warned Vanessa that a night watchman from one of the nearby
factories was making another indifferent round。 The presence of Vanessa’s car did not excite any
interest。 There were always private and commercial vehicles parked at random along the street
and in parking lots； waiting for jobs or for gas ration coupons or money or spare parts。 Vanessa
had watched each of the vehicles carefully when she first arrived； but had seen no one。
Absently； Vanessa rubbed her neck where the dark navy sweater chafed her skin。 She w