A few rows from the front； he found himself standing next to Siegler and Holtz。
“There you are；” he said。 “Where’s Metzger？”
“Gone for a walk；” Siegler answered。 “Said this was bloody stupid。”
Wulfe turned to Beans and said； “Which should tell you that Metzger is the smart one。”
“I resent that；” said Siegler looking genuinely insulted。
“Me； too；” protested Holtz。
“Don’t kid yourselves；” Wulfe told them with a grin。
“Who’s the kid？” Holtz asked； turning a scowl on Beans。
“This is Beans；” said Wulfe。 “He farts a lot。”
“Hey！” protested Beans； but he caught a look in Wulfe’s eye and laughed。
“Holtz；” said Wulfe； “you and I need to have a word。 Come with me。 Beans； stay here with
Siegler。”
“Right； sarge；” said Beans。
Wulfe and Holtz broke from the group around the cages and moved off to stand at the side of an
old storage building。 Together； they leaned back against the pitted sandstone bricks。 Holtz reached
into his hip pocket； pulled out a smoke and placed it between his lips。
Wulfe decided not to mince words。 “You’re getting your own command； Piter。 Effective
immediately。 Van Droi thought I should tell you myself。”
The lho…stick fell from Holtz’s gaping jaw to the ground at his feet。
“You’re pulling my leg！” he said。
“I’m not。”
“By the Eye；” gasped Holtz。 “My own crate？ You mean that Beans kid is taking over on the
main gun？”
“Got it in one；” said Wulfe。 “The lieutenant rates him。 He scored high in the standard tests。
Apparently he’s a good shot。 But that’s not the point。 This isn’t about Beans。 It’s about you。”
Holtz barked out a laugh。 “There’s a hell of a difference between being a good shot on the
practice course and being a good shot in combat。 What if he gets the jinks？”
It was a legitimate concern。 Wulfe had known other crews that had taken on a new man only to
have him suffer the jinks。 It was a nervous condition characterised by sever twitches and spasms；
and it seemed to be brought on by the noise of the main gun or the impact of heavy enemy fire on
the tank’s armour。 Once a trooper contracted the jinks； he was as good as useless on the battlefield。
It took some men years to recover。 Others never did。
“You’re not listening； Holtz。 Forget about Beans。 I’ll deal with him。 He’ll be fine。 We’re talking
about you。 We’re talking about commanding a tank。”
“What’s to say？” said Holtz。 “Show me a man in this regiment who doesn’t want his own crate！”
Something in Holtz’s voice didn’t manage to convince Wulfe。
“Come on； Piter；” he said。 “Some men are happier taking orders than giving them out。 I
sometimes wish—”
“Which crate？” asked Holtz； talking over him。 “And why now？”
“It’s Rhaimes’ tank； Old Smashbones。 She’s a good； solid machine。 Hell of a service record。
Rhaimes is sick with the fines。 It’s serious。 Van Droi is treating this as permanent。 Says you might
make sergeant if you do your duty。”
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Holtz bent down； picked up the lho…stick at his feet； blew red dust off it； and popped it back
between his lips。
Talking around it； he said； “Rhaimes。 Damn。 I’d rather be replacing someone else。 His crew
aren’t gonna like this much。 Don’t expect I’ll get a very warm welcome。”
“They’re a young crew。 New meat。 They didn’t have much time with Rhaimes； so you should be
all right。 Besides； they need someone with plenty of combat experience and the stones to get them
through whatever’s coming。 If not you； then who？”
Holtz had no answer for that。 He was too busy processing it all。
“Anyway；” said Wulfe。 “Your new crew is in A…barracks； so you won’t need to move your stuff
far。 General deViers is supposed to arrive tomorrow。 You won’t have much time to get to know
them before we roll out； so you’d best start now。”
Holtz nodded； unable to hide a degree of nerves。 The side of his face that looked like hashed
grox barely moved anymore； and showed little emotion； but Wulfe had had enough practice in
reading the other half to know that Holtz saw the announcement for the mixed bag it was。
“Just remember；” Wulfe told him； “you’ve been through much more than they have。 You’re in
charge。 Tank men live or die by the decisions of their commander。”
“No pressure； then；” Holtz replied with literally half a grin。 “Only joking； sarge。 I appreciate
your confidence。 If it’s all the same to you； though； I’ll head to the motor pool first。 Make a bit of a
farewell to Last Rites II and introduce myself to the new girl。”
“Sounds like a plan；” said Wulfe； clapping his friend on the shoulder。 He returned Holtz’s brief
salute； and then watched him walk off in the direction of the motor pool； wishing him all the luck in
the galaxy。 Command was hard on any man； but far harder on those new to it。 The lives of the crew
and the survival of each precious war machine were heavy burdens to bear。 Sometimes； Wulfe
envied the men under his command。 He remembered the freedom that came with being on the
bottom rung of the ladder； of having someone else make most of your decisions for you。 It was a
good place to be when you had good officers。 Wulfe trusted van Droi that way； and knew that van
Droi； in turn； trusted Colonel Vinnemann； but the chain of command went much higher than that。
Major General Bergen had a good reputation； but was it justified？ It was hard to tell。 Officers at
such a senior level were so distant。
All Wulfe could say for sure was that command would be hard on Piter Holtz。 At least in the
early days。 He would sink； or he would swim。 It was as simple as that。
Wulfe walked back over to the soldiers jostling around the cages； noting how the crowd had
thinned further now that others had begun drifting away。 It took much less effort to get to the front
of the crowd where he found Siegler and Beans talking animatedly about the creatures in front of
them。
The ferocity of the imprisoned orks was impressive given their pitiful condition。 The two
monsters sat in their steel cages； legs reduced to tattered stumps； bellowing and spitting at the
smaller； weaker humans that surrounded them。 Beans was stepping in towards the cages to get a
closer look when Wulfe grabbed him by the back of the collar and said； “No you don’t； trooper。 This
is close enough。”
The new gunner looked disappointed and perhaps a little angry； but he said nothing； merely
stepping back into line with all the other men。 From the same distance； Wulfe eyed the greenskins
coldly。 One was larger than the other； though not by much。 Its skin was a darker brown； too。 Both
had the nightmare features that had been burned into Wulfe’s brain since his first encounter with
their kind： tiny nose； deeply…sunken red eyes； wide jaws rimmed with razor…sharp fangs。 Their hides
looked as hard and coarse as an adult carnotaur’s； covered in red dust； lined with cracks。 On their
massive shoulders； great patches of dead skin were peeling away。 They looked as dry as the desert。
So Golgotha is not being particularly kind to them either； Wulfe thought； though I notice the
blasted ticks don’t bother them。 I wonder why。
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Wulfe’s first deployment as a tanker had been as part of the operation to defend Phaegos II
against ork incursions from the Ghoul Stars。 That was more than twenty years ago； a different time；
a different segmentum； and here he was still fighting the same foe； still losing more friends to them
each time they clashed。 It sometimes seemed as if all mankind’s efforts； all the blood spilled； all the
battles won； all of it might count for nothing at all。 In galactic terms； had anything really changed？
Had anything he had done ever made a blind bit of difference？
Dangerous thoughts； he cautioned himself。 If every Guardsman doubted the necessity of his
actions； the Imperium would crumble and die。 Of course he had made a difference。 He had killed
thousands of mankind’s foes in his time。 If every man in the Guard accounted for the same number；
the green tide would surely be overcome someday。
Wulfe wanted to believe that； he really did； but it was a struggle。 For every victory in the history
books； how many losses went unpublicised？
As he studied the darker of the two orks； his eyes locked with the creature’s。 Immediately
perceiving a challenge； it began roaring at him and hammering its head against the bars of its cage。
It grunted and hissed and bellowed at him in what Wulfe supposed was the orkish language。
Commissar Yarrick； the stories said； could understand this bestial gibberish； but Wulfe had never
met anyone else who could。 No one ever admitted as much； anyway。 It was a horrible sound；
something wild canids might make as they guzzled meat from a fresh kill； but there was definitely a
syntax in there； however unrefined。 Wulfe instinctively knew that he was hearing language。
With the force of its violent motions； the dark…skinned ork’s wounds had begun to bleed again；
but the flow was slow。 The blood that oozed out was thick and sticky。 Wulfe thought he understood
why。 It was the low availability of water here。 It changed the blood of those that lived in the desert；
making it clot far more quickly： a water…conservation mechanism； a survival mechanism； and that
wasn’t the only gift the